Am I destined for hell simply because I may not be able to 'birth' children? I have always wanted them, but I'm not sure my body has ever been built for that and I wonder if it is part of my destiny to 'have' them. I got diagnosed with endometriosis last year and have had difficult periods for a long time to the point where it was physically too much to even have one. Is me seeking treatment against the will of God? I don't think so and I have even been told in blessings that the Lord will guide the doctors to help me the way they are supposed to; that, however, doesn't necessarily mean I will ever be in a condition to breed. There is more to me, however, and people just need to take the time to see it and appreciate me for who I am.
This statement below is my fear; I fear that no guy will ever want me as a spouse because I might not be able to give them posterity naturally. I don't support this statement and I feel this is one of the reasons why fertility issues are not discussed openly in the Church even today; women who have them are made to feel ashamed and as if it is their fault that they have the issues they have. It's a circumstance beyond their control and it's not something God will hold against them. There should be no shame in women having issues and they should not be made to feel worthless over them.
This statement could have the potential of making childless women or women with reproducing problems feel worthless or unworthy to serve the Lord. There is no point in blaming women for what is not their fault nor is there a point in considering them sinners because they are experiencing something beyond their control. If people can control whether or not they have kids and choose not to for selfish reasons, that is a different thing entirely. For women to be considered sinners due to circumstances beyond their control, however, is ridiculous and contrary to the teachings of God that everyone is of worth however they were made.