I just got booked in for a physical assessment and other appointments related to my health condition at a diagnostic and treatment centre in Calgary about a week before Christmas and I had a feeling it would be that soon, but it was still very much unexpected. I know basic information about the issue I currently have, but I still struggle with it and I'm wondering if there's more to it than I originally thought. Please, y'all, can I ask for prayers, thoughts, and well-wishes that I can get everything arranged properly and that they'll be able to figure out the full extent of what is going on with me physically? Even if you don't pray, I would sincerely appreciate just being kept in your thoughts. When I told my mom about these appointments, the first words out of her mouth were, "What are we going to do about Christmas?" Nothing about how sorry she is that I have to deal with this and promising to be there for me; just whining about Christmas and saying that she and my stepdad cannot afford to come to Calgary with me. I am frustrated by my family's reaction to this: my mom doesn't want me to talk about it and has told me I make every conversation involve it and my stepdad has his own things going on. My brother asks my mother about me, but he doesn't wish to talk to me because our dad told him I wasn't worthy of love because I was born disabled. My mom also makes a point of telling me that they cannot afford to and don't want to come with me when I go deal with the treatments.
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